Sunday, June 7, 2009

Dream or reality?

Yesterday was really fun and relaxing. Irving, Joanna and Andy went; I really thought I wasn't going to go and that made me feel really bad. It wasn't the part of the party, but of letting Irving down. I have once before and it makes me feel bad when he brings it up. The graduation party was really boring, and I felt really bad keeping them there especially since Andy looked really bored, so we decided to leave to Irving's house. We took a few drinks and finished his mom's alcohol and went outside to his porch. I had only drank about three shots, I can't really remember, and decided to lay on the grass. Joanna and Andy laid faraway from me and Irving laid down with me. I never thought I would get the chance to see the stars with him, but I finially did. It was on the list of things to do. We made a promise, a promise that made me feel better. He really is part of my life, and I hope he will always be. We talked, we laughed and we just held each other; obserbing everything around us. After meeting his mom, for what will be the last time, since she kind of scares me, we left home. My dad let me borrow his car and we drove to Jack In the Box with really loud music. The streets are beautiful late at night. All in all yesterday to me was like a dream, I still can't get over how perfect it was.

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Lizz

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