Trust.

I'm pinned against a wall. I don't have any money because I had huge bills. My mom has asked for the last bit of cash I had. My tank is about to run on empty, and I don't know what to do. I have a job and it pays good money but for some reason the more money the more bills I tend to get. I gave my trust to the only human bean I had for years and it was all just smacked in my face. I have no one to turn to. This sucks! I'm scared. If I have no gas there's no way for me to get to my job, and no job means no cash. I feel like crying and craling inside of a hole. I just want a break! I want things to go smoothly for a couple of years or weeks. I just need a breather a reminder why I shouldn't quit life. I'm just praying. Why have all my blogs turned sad????

Once again thank you

I want to shut down every social networking I have. The people I kick out of my life always find a way to sneak back in. I wanted her out but somehow she ends up coming up again. I don't know. I got a job at a bank and I haven't gone back to school. Maybe September will be my lucky month. I hope.