Robots in disguise

As a child I always though people weren't real. It's hard to explain what I mean, but I'll try my best. Everytime I looked at a person I always wondered who they were, where they were going, and what they were thinking. As a child I thought that everyone was a robot except for me, and that drove me to not trusting people. I thought that as soon as a I went home the people I knew and everyone else disappeared. I would drive my self crazy trying to picture what they were thinking; how they saw things through their eyes. I would always wonder how I or anyone looked through their eyes and if they had the same curiousity as I did. I remember I would stare at people and try to put myself in their position, but I would just end up with a headache. I would sit outside my porch and stare at people pass by or through their windows and wonder. I can't believe I was like this when I was young, but I guess everyone was. I still get curious, I still sometimes over think way to much to the point I think everyone doesn't exsist and I'm just alone. I wonder what people do with themselves, what the person you think is the wierdest person ever is going through their heads. What the reason people do things. I guess this all relates to psychology, it's all in the mind. Damn I've lost my thoughts, and maybe I've just confused whoever is reading this. I'm sorry? It's just something I've been thinking about today.

your blogger,

Liz