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The world crashes around me. I needed you, but you weren't there. You chose to hang out with your friends and drink. I needed you... The decision I made isnt strong; I want to run back to you, but I know you don't care. You sound so calm when I decided to brake up. I believe you never cared. You said I wasn't you, you're right I'm not, but everything just screamed you never cared. I fell in love so deeply and you just didn't care. I did so much for you, I changed so much because of you. I've never had this happened to me. I don't know what to do from here, where do I go? You were the only person I trusted. I'm an idiot for depending on the relationship so much. The only one to blame here is me for being stupid.