LOST....

It has been about 14 years since I've known her. We use to be best friends, we use to be sisters. All in a blink of an eye that friendship is now down the drain. I don't know what I did, I don't know what I said or even if I did anything at all. She knows alot of secrets about me, she knows me better than I know myself. She knew when something was wrong i didn't have to say anything before she knew exactly what was wrong. She was always there and I for her. We were inseperable. I want to ask her what I did, but I don't have the guts. Maybe this is for the best, but I miss her terribly. I took our friendship for granted. She wasn't the best person in the world she had her flaws, but that's what made her my friend. We use to create worlds on our own in my backyard with sticks and mud. Once we even made Eggville. At first it didn't bother me I thought it'll all get fixed, but now looking back at something I see that it won't. I want to take her out like we did the last time this was about to happened, it all got fixed, but she looks likes she's happy the way it is. I still want to know though, I want to try and fix it. We use to tell each other we'll be best friends forever.