thoughts

Hush don't speak a word about the dreams that I live for. It hurts to reach you when I’m down. Don’t speak again; I’m still waiting for my turn. It hurts to reach you when I’m down -Eyes Set to Kill.

Why do people say we're to old to believe in something? Whats wrong with believing in fairy tales? I have huge dreams, people have told me this before. "You'll never reach them Liz. Its to big to become real life." Why is it too big? I wish to be alot of things and I know I'll reach them someday. If I don't well then I guess I didn't fight hard enough. "You're an idealist Liz, they don't go very far in life. Wake up liz and see that this is reality." Well since when can't dreams and reality be one? Alot of people have done it, why can't I. Even my mom says it, but well she never got the apportunity I have, and that is the reason she came to this country, right? To give me and my brother a better life. Well thats what I'm gonna do, make the best with what I'm given and build up from there. I want to be a writer, but my mom says that is no stable career. Of course it aint and I don't want one, if I did I would've been something normal like a doctor, a nurse or a teacher, but how boring is that. I want to wake up everyday with my fairy tales and face the challanges of the day. If I get something ordinary what fun is there in that? NOTHING. I love that I'm a child inside, I believe in magic worlds and I see it as a good thing. Others say its a bad thing, I should grow up and face reality. I think I'm grown up and I know the reality of things. I love it when people are confused about what they want to be, bacause I know they'll find it and when they do it'll be something they enjoy. I think everyone should get lost, you're bound to get found and it'll be very interesting. Well I don't know if this made any sense but oh well.

your blogger,

Lizz

p.s.iloveyou