fml

I haven't written here in so long. How's work? It's been okay, I'm stressed. How's life? Life is pretty cool. Theres nothing much to say. Life is moving on. I'm about to be 19, it's scary I guess. I want to stay a child. I regret ever wishing to grow up, but I suppose it was going to happen either way. "Enjoy your childhood" is what i say to all my cousins. It's all I can do it's there choice on what they want to do not mine. If it was they'd play with toys everyday. We all change. I've stopped painting, drawing and wishing. It makes me sad. I lost a part of me. I'm still trying to keep wishing. It's weird I haven't felt the passion for anything in a year. *sigh* Oh well move on right? It'll all come back. Can't wait for school to start, I miss learning. Maybe then something will come. Happy holidays! (: