dot dot dot *sigh*

Life is full of lessons, but you are the one to choose if you want to take it. Some people are there to support you and some are to drown you.


I've lost myself in these couple of days, I'm use to having people push me but now i'm alone. My teacher said day dreams equals success. Why don't I see it just yet? Maybe I will all I have to do is wait.

The news about Haiti are devastating. I wish I had money to offer them or things to give. I wish I was old enough to fly over there and help with whatever I could. My mom said that happened to them because they practice voodoo and magic, I think she's being quiet unfair to them. Then again she's like that to anyone that something bad happend to.

Thoughts are running wild in my head but I can't write them down anymore. I've given up on my dream of being a writer.....It saddens me.

This site was introduced to me by a blogger. http://www.dayswithmyfather.com/#/1 It'll make you cry and feel grateful for the people you have in your life.

Down with tests and exams

Exams Exams they are here. I still don't understand why we have to take about 6 test a school year. From what I've heard from teachers is that Texas makes students take way to many test. I think it's true. I have cousins that live up north and they're barely in sixth grade and already they know how to divide functions. I barely learned that my eighth grade year! All we know is how to correctly bubble in a dumb test sheet. I've had teachers who say they rather teach us important things that colleges expect us to know, but instead they have us learning out of a book. Now we can't even take field trips anywhere, not even to the damn zoo. They make our teachers fill a whole stack of paper work then they have to wait then they have to sign more paper work and then they wait some more, by that time we're almost out of school. I get that maybe the school district doesn't want to get sued because of the previous accidents, but why can't teachers take learning out of the class. I don't know about other people, but I learn by seeing not reading or hearing, and I'm getting bored of the white board with erasable markers. Yes the smart board is pretty neat but a teachers writing comes out like the hand writing of a kindergartner. Well college here I come, I promise I won't let you down when it comes to filling in test bubbles I'm good at that! :D... What's the difference between tests and exams anyways?

cheers to the voices of the hearts

1. iloveyoulikeafatkidlovescake
2. youmakemesmileallthetime,somuchmycheekshurtbytheendofourday
3. you'remyfirstloveandiplantokeepitlikethat
4. imissyouallthetimeevenifijustsawyouasecondago
5. tomeyou'rethemostperfectguyever
6. whenpeopletellmeitookthelastnicecuteguyismileandsayiknow (:
7. whenyouthinkimmadatyouimactuallymadatmyselfforbeingstupid
8. imsorryigetmadeasily
9. you'recutelettersalwaysmakemyday
10. whenitoldyouyouhaveaperfectsmileireallydidmeanit
11. iloveyouforeverandeverandhopeourlovebringsustogetherafterlife
12. iloveyou! :D

nothing but things

Back in school back to the normal routine. It kinda feels like the first day of school in some way, but with the whole entire knowing where you have to go. I had forgotten how much I hate the attitudes of some people. All they do is talk, but once you face them they back down. It's funny in some way, but it's also very annoying. Does any one know anything about astroids??? I have a big paper due this Friday! What have I done? Very little. I just hope I don't fail. The school is freaking cold! Tomorrow there's suppose to be some cold front and alot of ice, to bad I'm still going to school. DISD won't close the school if they said the sky was falling. Christmas was way better than I thought, and New Years was pretty okay. How was your holiday? I miss staying at home being all lazy and raggady.







p.sihavefallenmoreinlovewithyousweety.